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(no subject) [Dec. 11th, 2007-09:38 pm]
petite_ophelie
und in meinem kopf herrscht wieder chaos. jedes mal ein bisschen mehr. eigentlich ist die lösung des problems ganz einfach, aber irgendwie kann ich das nicht. ich lasse mir hintertüren offen und tue das, was ich an anderen menschen hasse. ich kann mich selbst nicht mehr leiden. und ich hoffe, dass alles, bald ganz schnell, anders wird. und einfach. (ich mache mich) lächerlich.
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(no subject) [Dec. 10th, 2007-02:50 pm]
petite_ophelie
I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep
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(no subject) [Apr. 3rd, 2007-12:41 am]
petite_ophelie
Cancer of everything

I won't settle down, I can't settle down
I won't cut it out, I won't quit
I'm not trying hard, I not getting well
I'm not improving, I won't do anything
This is a happy song
'Cause I want cancer of everything, yeah right
And if I fall down in a face of scars, I get attention
Cancer of everything
I won't grow up, I can't grow up
I must feel sick, I sure you do
I'm not trying hard, I'm not sleeping well
I'm not growing, I won't do anything
This isn't good for me
But you just wait and see how much attention I get
Oh, I got cancer of everything
It sure works for me
So this is a happy song
And nobody seems to care
And my shit is everywhere
Too much of this too much of that
Surround yourself with yourself
Get some attention
And if fall down in a face of scars, well I don't know
You could leave me alone
I got Cancer of everything
Yeah, I don't fell so good
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(no subject) [Mar. 21st, 2007-09:53 pm]
petite_ophelie
Take You Under this breaking up is casting a storm between you and i. swells cover over us. don't let it take you under. trust is nothing i have and what we have is nothing i trust. nothing and nobody should ever trust. what's given to them. trust
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(no subject) [Mar. 18th, 2007-10:54 pm]
petite_ophelie
I do this thing where I think I'm real sick

But I won't go to the doctor

To find out about it

'Cause they make you stay real still

In a real small space

As they chart up your insides

And put them on display



They'd see all of it, all of me, all of it

All of the good that won't come out of me

And all the stupid lies I hide behind

It's such a big mistake
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Surgery [Aug. 27th, 2006-01:54 pm]
petite_ophelie
I can change I can cut it open
Look at me the way you did before
I can change
diagnose the symptom
buy the anecdote but not the cure

Hold me under
cut away this empty
Hold me under
change the way I feel about you

I can change
I'll correct the defect
repair the injury called you and me
I can change
I'll surrender to it
I can suffer with the best of them

Hold me under
cut away this empty
Hold me under
change the way I feel about you

I can't change
I'll replace the decay
make you second guess your everyday
I can't change
I'll survey the damage
Kill the narcissist with his reflection
until tomorrow

Hold me under
cut away this empty
Hold me under
change the way I feel about you

Hold me under
cut away this empty
Hold me under
change the way I feel about you

until tomorrow
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(no subject) [Aug. 24th, 2006-09:44 pm]
petite_ophelie
[mood |blankblank]

In my pretend world
We all are very awake
In this atmosphere
We all look starstruck and vague
You see I never loved you
No matter how you tried

In the real world
There's no goodbye
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wait for the day the signal comes [Aug. 23rd, 2006-12:22 pm]
petite_ophelie
down by the waves we will fall in love again - maybe
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(no subject) [Aug. 22nd, 2006-06:45 pm]
petite_ophelie
hin
und her
mir ist schon ganz schwindelig
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(no subject) [Aug. 19th, 2006-05:41 pm]
petite_ophelie
ich verdiene eine schallende Ohrfeige
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